had a long chat with my gran today.(:
so long never talk to her liao.
miss the long chats we used to have
when i was younger, when i could
sit there and ask her this ask her that.
i realised as ppl grow older they seem
to be less attached to their granparents.
i was super close with my gran when i
was much younger.
and even till a few years ago i still
regularly chatted with her,
say stuff that make her laugh.
(her smiles are much rarer now...)
nowadays everytime i pop by equals
to eat, watch tv, slack ard,
then go home alr.
i seem to have forgotten that my purpose
there was not to EAT, but to interact
with my granparents.
went back to cedar on fri after teachers'
day concert with shireen.
almost died on the way there and BY THE
TIME i reached i heard the teachers were
OFF TO STAFF LUNCH~
like omg.
and i wanted to at least say hi to ms ng.
heh.
then went to find marion and elina,
together with tianruo, yurong and wan lin.
haha. miss cedar so much.
but oh well.ppl have to move on.
cant possibly be a sec sch student for the
rest of my life....
went with tianruo and marion + elina
to my house opp actually got this river
and this mechanism thingy and we
played like siao.
so long never played like that alr.
a tingle of laughter to momentarily
make me recover slightly from my emo
mode i guess.
my mood swings are utterly horrible
recently.
hais. becoming emo kid again.
i really hate that feeling.
then had a talk with marion at
my house downstairs bus stop.
helped me regain a little bit of control
of my life after talking to her.
at least i didnt feel so hopeless for
a bit.
we both realised sometimes its time to
let go off some stuff that has been
tying us down for ages and we cant
seem to let go of it.
like talking to marion. gives me the
perspective i sometimes really need to
continue moving on in life.(:
JIA YOU BA.
stop being emo alr.
RAWR~
Hoho.
under shooting.
YAY.haha. im determined to prove to
other ppl that:
1. shooting is NOT as boring as ppl think.
2. that there are many others out there
that enjoy shooting and has the passion
for it.
heh.
(; went for lunch with wanlin,
shermaine + ben.
ok.its a weird combi of ppl. >_<
but oh well.
never again will i go out like that again.
haha. im always the one that ends
up feeling ultra weird and tired
after everything.lol.(:
its either frens or him now.
hais. means i gonna have lesser
personal time le ba.
oh well.(:
and it seems that im one of the
only ppl i know from my grp of close
frens that is not going for prom.
haha.but i also not interested anyway.
so who cares. ahaha.
as long as they are happy going and
IM not forced to go im fine with it.(:
and something to think about.
what is it about guys that girls
must wear skirts and stuff. + long hair.
its not an insult or anything.
just a question.haha.
its like guys always want their
girlfrens to have long hair....wear skirts...
and etc.
hmm. is it a inbuilt thing for guys?
haha.that even if their gf not pretty
also wanna try and show off?
haha. maybe its a gene thing that came
from our ancestors in the
cavemen period.
or it could be a ideal that got passed
down from long long time ago.
cause most girls i know(including me)
CANNOT.and i really mean buey
tahan guys with long hair.
like until collar still ok ba.
but longer that that....
eeeeyer. my hair is standing already.
hoho.
and another thing.
why do guys willingly carry bags for their gf?
no i have nothing about guys who do that.
haha.but when their gf carries a big GOLD
tote bag i do.
i mean.its sweet that u try to not let ur gf
carry stuff la.
BUT to carry a big gold bag?
or even worse help them carry purses.
like it may a good thing to be too ego.
but what happened to the male ego?!
like carry ok la.
but need to see what kind of bag the
gf carry first rite?...
like i see guys carry shopping bags
and stuff for the gf and i think thats
sweet.
but seeing gold bags on male arms
are much too... for me to take.
haha.
see alr then immediately
BUEY TAHAN.
haha.
ok la.i admit im bored. haha.(:
went for my grandad's birthday
celebration today.
actually its just dinner as a family.
but im really happy
that my granparents are healthy
and robust.(:
haha. esp my granma.(:
sometimes i feel they are even
healthier than ME.((:
gave my granma a hug that day.
just realised how small her frame
was compared to mine.
and how when i was just a tiny baby
my gran used to hug me like that.
it makes me feel a bit sad.
but i love talking to my granny.(:
even though sometimes she may
say stuff that differ from mine, i believe all that she says is still
for my own good.(:
ahya.no pics of granny.haha
next time must take more.
cause gran doesnt like take photo.
haha.she will put the hand over the
cam one.
so next time must sneak a pic lo.
hoho.(: yong en's ERNIE!(:
these are stuff that make me
feel happy, even if things are
going wrong.
see the BIG BIG smiley face
then everything seems to
be alright once again.
my FAV.ORANGE BLOB.
i hug it to mug and sleep.haha.
TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY!
wa.my phone is screwed.
it blinks on and off.
like fun sia.
it behaves similar to ah choy's phone.
omg~~
im gonna have to pop down to nokia
center on tue.
long bus trips.
omg.haha
hope i dont die on the way.(:
ahahaha.(:
jia you! must mug.ooh!
and i saw the results for the 1st asians
sch shooting com le.
im gonna have to post sth for
red sports for the results.
CAROL GOT 3rd! indiv.
omg im so happy for her.
(:
and im determined to get myself
back into competitive shooting.
like before youth olympics.
im bloody determined to make a
name for myself and get into NTT.
year end goal:
1. 4As for A levels
2. entry to NTT.asap.(:
3. continue shooting.
pray hard i can get somewhere.
just wait man.
after A's i will go every single day
to yishun range if it is what i will
take to enter national team.
after A divs i REALLY
bu gan xin.
but oh well.
JIA YOU!
STRIVE HARD.
i can make it.
GAMBATTE!
